I'M WHINING!!
FEELING A LITTLE DOWN BUT I KNOW WHY. I AM SLOWLY WEANING MYSELF OFF THE SEROQUEL. I TAKE 200MG OF THE DARN STUFF A DAY. I AM NOW DOWN TO 100MG. I SO....WANT TO BE OFF OF IT. IT IS THE REASON I GAINED ALL THE WEIGHT AND IT IS THE REASON I AM HAVING SUCH A HECK OF A TIME TO TAKE IT OFF. THEN I ALSO GET DEPRESSED OVER MY WEIGHT!! ENDLESS CYCLE.
AROUND HERE LATELY THE MONEY HAS BEEN COMING IN ONE WAY AND GOING OUT THE OTHER. RIGHT NOW WE ARE WAITING FOR THE PLUMBE RTO ARRIVE TO FIX OUR BACED UP SEWER. WE HAD THIS PROBLEM IN DECEMBER. WE HAVE TO PUT IN A NEW LINE. JUST GREAT!! MORE MOOLA!! WE HAVE TO DIG UP THE YARD AND THEY LAY NEW LINES...OUR COST. THE TOWN WILL THEN PICK UP THE TAB AND THE WORK TO CONNECT OUR LINE TO THE MAIN LINE IN THE STREET.
WE ARE ALSO BUILDING A NEW DECK. IT HAS TO BE DONE THE OLD ONE IS AN ACCIDENT WAITING TO HAPPEN!! AND BECAUSE OUR DECK IS MORE THAN 2 FEET OFF THE GROUND, IT IS ACTUALLY ABOUT 5 AND A HALF, WE HAVE TO HAVE SPECIAL POSTS PUT IN. WE NEED SIX OF THEM AT A COST OF $200 A PIECE. AFTER THAT WE CAN BUILD!! IN THE END IT WILL BE AROUND $5000. WE ARE ALSO MOVING THE FENCING TO MAKE THE ENCLOSED AREA OF OUR YARD BIGGER TO ACCOMODATE THE POOL. HUBBY IS WORKING ON THAT AS WE "SPEAK".
THEN IN MID APRIL, I HAVE TO HAVE DENTAL SURGERY. OH, YEAH!! YES, I HAVE A DENTAL PLAN BUT IT ONLY COVERS A PORTION OF THE COST. IT DOES NOT COVER THE ANESTHETIC. YUP, I AM GOING TO BE UNDER FOR THIS ONE AS IT IS QUITE COMPLEX. THAT'S JUST FINE BY ME...LOL!!
OH, WELL,THINGS COULD BE WORSE. SO I AM GOING TO STOP WHINING AND GET ON WITH LIFE. MANY PEOPLE ARE A LOT WORSE OFF THAN I AM SO I REALLY SHOULD NOT BE COMPLAINING.
WELL, TIME TO GET READY FOR THE DAY.
BE WELL.
DEBBIE
AROUND HERE LATELY THE MONEY HAS BEEN COMING IN ONE WAY AND GOING OUT THE OTHER. RIGHT NOW WE ARE WAITING FOR THE PLUMBE RTO ARRIVE TO FIX OUR BACED UP SEWER. WE HAD THIS PROBLEM IN DECEMBER. WE HAVE TO PUT IN A NEW LINE. JUST GREAT!! MORE MOOLA!! WE HAVE TO DIG UP THE YARD AND THEY LAY NEW LINES...OUR COST. THE TOWN WILL THEN PICK UP THE TAB AND THE WORK TO CONNECT OUR LINE TO THE MAIN LINE IN THE STREET.
WE ARE ALSO BUILDING A NEW DECK. IT HAS TO BE DONE THE OLD ONE IS AN ACCIDENT WAITING TO HAPPEN!! AND BECAUSE OUR DECK IS MORE THAN 2 FEET OFF THE GROUND, IT IS ACTUALLY ABOUT 5 AND A HALF, WE HAVE TO HAVE SPECIAL POSTS PUT IN. WE NEED SIX OF THEM AT A COST OF $200 A PIECE. AFTER THAT WE CAN BUILD!! IN THE END IT WILL BE AROUND $5000. WE ARE ALSO MOVING THE FENCING TO MAKE THE ENCLOSED AREA OF OUR YARD BIGGER TO ACCOMODATE THE POOL. HUBBY IS WORKING ON THAT AS WE "SPEAK".
THEN IN MID APRIL, I HAVE TO HAVE DENTAL SURGERY. OH, YEAH!! YES, I HAVE A DENTAL PLAN BUT IT ONLY COVERS A PORTION OF THE COST. IT DOES NOT COVER THE ANESTHETIC. YUP, I AM GOING TO BE UNDER FOR THIS ONE AS IT IS QUITE COMPLEX. THAT'S JUST FINE BY ME...LOL!!
OH, WELL,THINGS COULD BE WORSE. SO I AM GOING TO STOP WHINING AND GET ON WITH LIFE. MANY PEOPLE ARE A LOT WORSE OFF THAN I AM SO I REALLY SHOULD NOT BE COMPLAINING.
WELL, TIME TO GET READY FOR THE DAY.
BE WELL.
DEBBIE
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My psych told me that yes there are people worse of but that doesn\'t mean that our feelings can be turned off because of it. We just can\'t get better because there are worse things happening in the world. We can feel sorry for ourselves if we want to. She told me to not think about anyone but myself for now because I am the only one that matters when I am physically and mentally sick. Basically work on ourselves because there is anything we can do right now for the world but pray to God to help them.
Sounds like you are putting ot big bucks, you may have to stand on the corner. All is for the good and fun except the teeth. I wouldn\'t trade you that for any amount of money. It would be nice to get it done while it is still nice but it is supposed to get colder.
I am taking 50 of the Seroquil and I love it. It is so nice to sleep. We will see about the weight gain. That would not be fun. Guess it is a trade off. I hope you can find something to replace it that works. Personally I like
W.W. It has always worked for me but there are a lot of them to try for sure. The only one that I think is not a good idea is Atkins...bad...
I hope to get more done in the yard today. I sure would like to finish the center flower garden in the driveway. I took some before pics. It got to be a mess and over winter crab grass took over and I am not dealing with that. If a garden didn\'t get smaller it got gone..
You may be feeling down because of stopping the Seroquil. Make sure you are stopping the correct way. Silly me, we could be Pharmacists.
At least your face is green, that is good. Hugs Naoomi xpo
I agree with Naomi, even though we know people who are far worse off then we are we do ourselves a disservice when we try to play down how we are feeling.
Our emotions just are what they are, and even though we do not have to act on everything we feel we are better off in the long run if we acknowlege the feeling and that we have the \"right\" to feel it.
As usualy you are so busy. I wish I could say the same but so far this year I am just not getting into the groove at all. Having 3-4 ft of snow still on the ground and temperatures that keep dropping down near zero F is not motivating me at all, nor is having our generator and my chain saw still out of service inspiring me to get up and move.
I keep hoping the snow will go, or even that we\'ll have some really nice hot, like up around 50*F and sunny, days that will just force me off my butt and out to work on SOMETHING but so far that\'s not happening.
At least I\'ll have the baby out here this week-end while Winter works and she will keep me moving even if it\'s just to make sure the house is still standing when the week-end is over ;-)
I am also on seoquil and gained weight.Right now I am trying to get off the depakote.I have been dieting with no success.Wow sounds like you have an expensive spring coming up.Good luck with your surgery.hugs x marie