I'm Way too Sensitive for These Times

I was trying to get into a website about Asperger's i sighned up for recently.  Today it wouldn't let  me sign in.  I choose "forgot passward" more than once.  Nothing.  I start crying as I try different passwards and anything I can think of.  I end up sending them and email asking for help.  I immediately getting a confermation email saying they will get back to me with in 2 business days.  Translation: I will never here from them again.  I bought and ebook from them that I can't access now because I can't get into my account.  There office is in Seattle and I live just outside of Portland, Or.  I will drive to there office to resolve this.  That's how frustrated I am with them.

There's a new lockdown.  Thanksgiving isn't a problem.  I haven't celebrated with a bunch of family in years.  My dad always goes to his live-in girlfriend's families celebration.

I'm extremely grateful that I can talk on the phone with my boyfriend but I miss hugging and kissing him.  I'm so scared he will dump for some reason.  Dating was rough for  of course.  I finally find a wondful boyfriend we can go in person dates because of the virus.  I miss hanging out with friends(the few that I have).   Covid-19 makes me feel very lonely.  Of course I sad for the people who caught it, the businesses that have been damaged by it, people that lost there jobs and medical personnel working such long hours.