I'm pretty sure I'm stress eating

I have now realized that I have a problem with food addiction. I have tried eating less and trying to put all my spare time into productive things so that I do not get bored and feel guilty and discussing. I have to say that it it's going very poorly. I eat constantly, I hate so much for breakfast, lunch and dinner tonight plus tones of junk food throughout the day and then dessert. I'm eating and binging more that usual. I think it'd because I'm stressed , I'm going home soon from overseas and I know I should be supply but I can't help but feel like everyone's going toe different and nothing's going to be the same, I am so scared and this is causing me to eat more and more. I eat until I'm sick and then once the sickness passes I got to the fridge or cupboard and grab more food. I'm full, I just eat for the sake of eating for the feeling it gives me for the moment I get to four us on tome thing else and do something with my hands and mouth. I keep trying to be positive about everything bust it's just so hard when everything you try some things happens and your in a position that you not only were in before but  you seem to be worse off then what you were before. I never used to be the girl who worried about what she ate or what her weight was, I was happy. I wasn't skinny but I also was overly fat. Now my whole life had become about counting calories and checking my weight every week. When those numbers come up and they are nigh then the week before I don't eat healthy I go strange and eat the most unhealthy thing in the house and continue like that the rest of the day...