I'm nervous as Dave's Work Christmas Party Dec. 18
I am very nervous as Dave's work has a Christmas party on Dec. 18th. I only have work clothes to wear. Dave said that is okay and not to worry about it. He is clearly speaking from a man's point of view. He asked me yesterday. I said if you want to go it's okay. We are going. Now I am nervous about it. I haven't been to someone else's work Christmas Party for a very long long time. Most of the people I will not know and Dave will have to introduce me. I am worried about what to wear mostly. Isn't that crazy? This will the first impression his coworkers and boss will have of me and I don't want to screw it up. I feel there is pressure on my shoulders. I don't think I am the only one who gets nervous about these kinds of situations. I might ask both my friend Carol S. and daughter to help me figure out what to wear. My daughter Lisa is more fashion conscious than I am. She would be one to be very critical of me, which is good under these circcumstances.
The bank paid for the probate fees out of Smokey's account. My lawyer sent them a letter requesting this, which is good for me. The only thing is they sent a cheque and a bank draft. I will have to return one of them. I am seeing my lawyer this Tuesday to sign some papers and get one of the payments back so I can return it to the bank.
Smokey's one year anniversary next month. So far, I am not doing too bad. I guess I have one positive thing going on in my life, which is Dave. I am not dwelling on it but I know my body, soul and spirit remember. It's why I have been inwardly sad. Today is the 11 month anniversary of Smokey's death. I am sad inside. I haven't cried. I have so many distractions. Don is coming over for lunch today. At 1:30 p.m. I am meeting my friend Carol S. so we can attend a party of sorts at Joan's place for 2 p.m. When it is over, I have to phone Dave as to let him know whose place I will be going to. I have no idea at this point. It depends if I get a ride or take the bus. I am hoping that I will get a ride. We shall see. Today I picked up my certificate for passing the Excel Level 1 Course. Yahoo! You see there are a lot of things going on in my life today to keep me distracted. On top of that I am PMSing so am taking 2 Ashwagandha pills along with eating one chocolate bar. Whoever advised me on eating chocolate, hats off to you as it works on top of my Ashwagandha pills. Thank you very much for that advice. It works.
Thank you everyone for all your hugs over the passed few months. They are greatly appreciated and have helped me thru this painful period of my life and thru the adjustments and changes that are still going on in my life. You are my life link and support system. You are valued. Keep it all up. Words cannot express what is in my heart for everyone on Daily Strenght. With a greatful heart from Diane Baillie
The bank paid for the probate fees out of Smokey's account. My lawyer sent them a letter requesting this, which is good for me. The only thing is they sent a cheque and a bank draft. I will have to return one of them. I am seeing my lawyer this Tuesday to sign some papers and get one of the payments back so I can return it to the bank.
Smokey's one year anniversary next month. So far, I am not doing too bad. I guess I have one positive thing going on in my life, which is Dave. I am not dwelling on it but I know my body, soul and spirit remember. It's why I have been inwardly sad. Today is the 11 month anniversary of Smokey's death. I am sad inside. I haven't cried. I have so many distractions. Don is coming over for lunch today. At 1:30 p.m. I am meeting my friend Carol S. so we can attend a party of sorts at Joan's place for 2 p.m. When it is over, I have to phone Dave as to let him know whose place I will be going to. I have no idea at this point. It depends if I get a ride or take the bus. I am hoping that I will get a ride. We shall see. Today I picked up my certificate for passing the Excel Level 1 Course. Yahoo! You see there are a lot of things going on in my life today to keep me distracted. On top of that I am PMSing so am taking 2 Ashwagandha pills along with eating one chocolate bar. Whoever advised me on eating chocolate, hats off to you as it works on top of my Ashwagandha pills. Thank you very much for that advice. It works.
Thank you everyone for all your hugs over the passed few months. They are greatly appreciated and have helped me thru this painful period of my life and thru the adjustments and changes that are still going on in my life. You are my life link and support system. You are valued. Keep it all up. Words cannot express what is in my heart for everyone on Daily Strenght. With a greatful heart from Diane Baillie
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