I'm going to be okay.

I talked to him again. He was sooo hyper.. He kept talking like mario xD and in a high pitched voice. and he was being hilarious. I laughed so hard that I nearly threw up.. It was great. about 4 hrs almost of almost constant laughter. It was nice. One of the best nights I've had in a while. He's moving tomorrow, so it's gonna be a bit before we are able to talk again. I'm not getting my hopes up or too close. I promise. Although I must say, a few times he did make it difficult.. I started to think.. Well.. It doesn't matter. A few good conversations doesn't mean anything.. It doesn't change the fact that he always pushes me away..  It doesn't change the fact that every time we start getting closer he shuts down.. Although, I can't say much about that part.. I've done pretty good at doing the same thing with pretty much everyone aside from him. But.. Point is.. I'm not letting a few good conversations make up for everything.. He is my friend... And I am thankful to have him as my friend. 
Anyways, I'm doing okay. Not overly fantastic, but, much better..  I can't sleep, so I'm going to watch movies.