I'm done with myself. Im tired. I hate my role as a woman. I HATE IT.

Turning my phone off taking sleeping medicine and staying in my corner. I've reached my breaking point with this cycle. It makes me shit on everything around me. I don't even pity myself .I'm just so mad I was saying all sort of things that make no fucking. I feel all sorts of ways that don't even embody or explain who the fuck I am .it's like a demon enters your body and you do the opposite of what the fuck you're supposed to do. 

I get so lazy on my work. I get TIREDDD ASF and i havent even lifted a f****** finger. I hate my work (regularly not me) (another symptom of all these other women) .I  run away from my parents when I hear them come home just to avoid. I make up these bizzare fucking stories in my head to my partner. Shit I could just sit and TALK about. (stuff I would just sit and talk about)I think I look like shit 24/7 for 2 weeks I act like a big fucking baby and that's not me .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God I hate these hormones .I don't even care about being pregnant anymore. I just want this shit gone. I thought I was doubting my thoughts when I say this happens eveee 2-3 weeks but it's really every 2-3 weeks.