I'm done. I'm sorry

I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore. My entire life my family has had to fight for everything and I thought that once I had a job things are going to get better I got a job everything just went to hell. and no because I'm trying to help somebody else I'm going to lose my f****** job because of the f****** car I just can't do it anymore. I have done everything in my power to come up with the money I have tried everything I've asked for a cash advance at work got told no, tried to get a loan got turned down. and I'm so sick of everyone expecting everything from meI just can't do it anymore everyone says I'm so strong and such a good person but I can't I just want to die I just want everything to end because if I lose my job then my life will be over.  Im fucking done!