I'm depressed ho hum!

How does everyone do it?  I am so depressed from being alone and unemployed.  It sucks.  I hate being alone.  I have never been alone that much in all my 57 years on this planet.  I am even making overtures to my old boyfriend and we speak on the phone.  He doesn't like being alone either.  Its the most we ever talked in our relationship by gabbing on the phone.  Usually he is the quiet one listening to everyone else speak.  This way Dave is talking.  I am not sure if its good or not.  I am thinking about it.  Its always nice to have friends that is for sure.  Loneliness can make you do things you are not proud of that is for sure but I want to walk the straight and narrow. I have much to think about and figure out myself.
Just my thoughts from Diane B