I'm a million different people from one day to the next

Whew.   It's tough coming back to work after being on vacation in California. Last Wednesday I went to Santa Cruz to spend time with my bf's 3 sisters. We had a wonderful time and so today I am a little bummed out - back to reality and all that. Trip was awesome...the first day we were all kinda out of it so we just went to a Farmer's Market and then a bookstore, then came home and had a nice dinner and played cards. Thursday was the best day, hands down - we went to San Francisco and it was awesome - had a picnic on the beach, saw the Golden Gate Bridge, went to Chinatown, Haight-Ashbury, then that night we saw "Wicked" and it was fucking awwwwesome. Made me want to get back into acting.  Friday one of the sisters flushed a tampon down the toilet and like flooded the place :/ so that was a downer, but we still had a nice time that day - went to a little beach town called Capitola and just vegged on the beach.  Saturday night I got home and the house was a total mess and I got really mad at my bf. Like, he's not known for being clean, but I really hoped to come home and NOT have the house be so messy. He had moved the bed around a little but hadn't cleaned the aftermath, and you know when you move stuff around there's dust and junk...so basically I like flipped out. Before I left I thought "Hmmm maybe I should say something about trying to keep things clean while I'm gone" but I didn't and I should have :/ The last thing I wanted to do when I got home was clean, but there I was, vacumming, straightening, etc...and like crying as I did it...so yeah I was pissed and depressed and it was just a shitty thing to come home to. I had done a pretty good job of cleaning before I left and to come home to that just killed me. When my bf came home I was like "So yeah I never get mad at you but...when I got home I was furious"... Anyhow, we're pretty much fine now. I'm back to work and it was super busy this morning but now it's quiet again, just like it usually is. I wish I wasn't so down. I wish I could talk to people here but I just don't. Sigh.