i\'m sad

i'm sad today. very very sad. khaely, 11, has bipolar, i know that. jarod, nearly 9, so much anger. gone on for so long, doc thinks he might also have bipolar.and i do all i can for them, and tali, aged 5. but today i miss jess excrutiatingly painfully my stomach is sick. i want to vomit and cry and vomit and cry i miss jessy today. so bad.so very very bad. i'm so sad