I know the day will come
I know the day will come when my therapist will not be available for me.
i was behind the iconostasis today and my body was 'full hunger'. I wanted to be free, I wanted to feel satisfied and my thoughts were on wellness in the sense that I wanted to go to a spa.
The hunger seemed duplicitous or just daunting. I thought about the Christianity I was listening to in service
and I knew the good of it for keeping me socially oriented and focused rather than just indulgent of my id.
it felt good to think about this and I recognize that this place is good for me. Rather than focus just on my self pleasure or on the social structure of this place, the self sacrifice of Christianity as well as the wellness of new age life can both be considered and balanced.
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full hunger. . .
wow! ! ! melikes! ! ! how aptly and elegantly descriptive of the disorder of anxiety
ditto for the shift in focus, but omniscient arf finds the descriptive is still somewhere between cliche and martyrdom y. . . como siempre. . . la sabelotodo sabe todo.
Ayyy yay yay!