I keep busy busy busy, I am so tired of busy

Everyone went back to their lives. I tried, but found I had nothing to go back to. I wasn’t ready for that.
It takes me forever to complete even the smallest task. I am distracted by everything.
If anyone, even a stranger offers a hand to hold, hold it without ceasing. Every hug, hold on a little longer and every hug squeeze a little tighter.
I must learn to cope with my new reality.
I keep busy busy busy, I am so tired of busy.
I now have a love hate relationship with facebook. Three rules, avoid politics keep it positive and no tears. My social life is clicking “like” on facebook. I need something better.
I wish I could just, get on with getting on. I need to learn how to cope. It would be nice if I could find someone to talk to.