I have noticed a couple things

It seems like a lot of people are really hurting here on the site.

For myself that goes the same. But I don't know if somehow that is how

a lot of people feel 'out there.' Are these feelings of weakness and dread normal?

I am pushing myself just to take care of the day and ignore those feelings but it

is pretty strange. It's like I am just holding in place and getting on with things.

I feel like calling the Dr. but I don't know what he could do? Do I feel like killing myself?

I just have to get on with it - it's rare to have a good feeling - so get over it?

I think so often I look for a sense of certainty about life - and I feel turmoil and the changes, transitions

and inconsistencies in life... Still maybe this is just something to know and 'get over.' I don't know.

I have to live life, I have no option