I have never been happy in my life.
My new years resolution was that i will not end my life, because i have noticed that there are a lot of people that i have touched in my life by my actions and i cant change that. I am getting tired of waiting for good happiness to show up in my life, i thought i had it going for me, get car, get job, get future planed, get girlfriend, well i almost got the last part but messed it up. I made a mistake and i dont care about it that much anymore, still why do i feel like i am just waiting for a train to come and take me to a better plane of life, and the train is never coming, and what is sad is that everyone else on the platform already has their tickets and they have private trains that come for them, leaving me behind.......... I am tired of waiting everyone says to wait it out, oddly its easy to say to someone else to wait, when they already have what they waited for. Oh well, New Year Resolutions get broken as well, good to know that is one option still on the wall for me, ill just help as many as i can in this life, then maybe i wont go to a worse stage of hell, just the top one.
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Edi, I am so, so happy to hear of your New Years resolution. Keep up the good work. The more good deeds you do, the happier you will become. God does good for those who do good for others. You will get what you deserve one day, when you least expect it. Stop trying so hard and it will come to you.
Edi
I agree with you, it is easier for other people to tell us to wait. I\'m 51 and still waiting. However what we are waiting on, may not be the same thing God want for us. I\'ve been on many trains in life, some takes me were I want to be and other takes me to places I do not want to be. They say true happiness is within. Sometimes I believe that is true and other times i do not.
Try to live life one day at a time, and try to be as happy as you can for that day. You want to live you future, however we may only have this one day left in life. Make the best of it.
By the way you have touch my life and glad we meet on here. Take care
Happiness is a journey, not a destination ~
For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin ~ real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. Happiness IS the way. So, treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. Author unknown