I hate this
She's not going to make this easy. I can tell by the tone of her text that there is anger under the surface, something I didn't want to see but at this point I can't let it bother me but damn it, it is!
Sounds like we will get the chance to sit down and talk Monday about proceeding with the divorce. God, I don't want this but it seems that she has her mind on it. She must be getting plenty of the D from Mr Wonderful on her trip I guess.
Why Is she so willing to throw so many years down the drain? Am I that bad of a person? I told her a little of how much I'm hurting and not so much as an acknowledgement. That really hurts. I was there for her bad times and she turns her back on me. Guess I don't mean anything anymore.
Sounds like we will get the chance to sit down and talk Monday about proceeding with the divorce. God, I don't want this but it seems that she has her mind on it. She must be getting plenty of the D from Mr Wonderful on her trip I guess.
Why Is she so willing to throw so many years down the drain? Am I that bad of a person? I told her a little of how much I'm hurting and not so much as an acknowledgement. That really hurts. I was there for her bad times and she turns her back on me. Guess I don't mean anything anymore.
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Hey John...that all sucks...truly does, I\'m so sorry. Just keep in mind that when someone doesn\'t acknowledge our hurt, its usually their way of keeping distance in place and alieving whatever guilt they may have as well.
Another thing that we can\'t control is people changing and in that, sometimes they deem their lives are better w/o us. Hurts like hell...but one thing that I have had to remind myself of is that I shouldn\'t have to fight for another\'s attention or love, or convince them that yeah, you should still want to be a part of my life. After a while it becomes wasted energy and just chips away at your being.
I hope Monday goes well...don\'t forget to keep taking care of yourself during this process...hugs to you.
Thank you Jennifer!!