I hate my brain.

I feel like my memory is getting worse and worse everyday. At first I thought I was just imagining it. But, I  can't remember what I'm doing as I'm doing it and it's getting worse and worse.
It feels like the more I get depressed the worse my memory gets. But, IDK if that's true either. It just seems like it. I feel like my brain is trying to recover from a horrible beating after I try to recover from being depressed.Then it's trying to remember what's going on and it never gets a chance to fully recover.
It leaves my body feeling very very tired and stressed and just helpless. 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I can understand this. Every time I get majorly stressed or disasscociate I get big blank bits in my memory and it has become pretty bad generally. I was told this is a normal reaction to stress and not a symptom of losing one\'s mind or a nasty brain disease. I hope this helps.
featherwolf09
featherwolf09

I guess that makes sense.
deleted_user
deleted_user

i do this all of the time, especially when I am depressed and stressed. My therapist told me it\'s because stress and depression is too hard for you brain to handle and it can\'t take in as much infomation, or focus.
featherwolf09
featherwolf09

Oh. That makes sense too.