I had the love of my life. Don't think there is anyone else for me.

I had the love of my life for a short ten years.  It was the best time of my life since I was born.  I would not trade it in for a second.
I don't think there is anyone else out there for me.  If there is, its virtually impossible to find.
I do not enjoy the online dating.  You have to scan through so many pictures and profiles.  A lot say they are looking for a relationship but the bottom line is they want sex.  I like to chat for a long time just to get to know the other person but it seems they push you to meet for coffee or to talk on the phone.  On the other hand, there are a lot of creeps on those sites as well.  You have to be careful either way online or face to face.
As I lay down to try to sleep, I just thought why bother?  Its impossible to find someone whom you are compatible with in this life.  Its not an easy journey.  If you find someone once in this life, you are doing well.  To find another person in this life time seems to be impossible.
How are all of you doing?  I am still open to meeting someone but how, when, and where are the good guys hiding.  They are doing a good job of it.
I just needed to talk about this tonight.  It is running through my brain and I can't turn it off.