I give up T_T
I GIVE UP!!!
I wanna give up on doctors.
Therapists,
medication all of it!!
I'm not ok
I'm just so tired
Tired of trying so hard, doing everything I'm asked and still falling short...... still feeling like this.
feeling like I wanna stop trying give up
I NEED to stop feeling like I want too.
I did Everything I was asked mood tracking sleep tracking exercise, nutrition
But they can't even decide on a diagnosis.
BPD, Bipolar, cyclothymia, PTSD, anxiety, non-specified mood disorder (what the fk is that???!!!)
They ask me to track all the sh*T then don't even look at it. WTF
I'm done! This was my last hope
I give up T_T
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Non-specified mood disorder means that despite your symptoms they can't figure out what is wrong therefore they can't make an official diagnosis.
She ask me to track my moods in 4 hr increments and sleep.
Which I did 8 weeks for moods 6 for sleep.
Then she didn't even look at any of it.
Wanted to talk "social anxiety" and ask intake questions. Like she'd forgottn everything we talked about over the last 18 months
Big hug sweetie
It can take time to find stability and it can be really frustrating when you don't have all the answers but in the meantime symptoms can be treated
Some people don't like using 'label's at all
They just want symptoms treated
It will get better
It took me quite some time to find stability as well
If you feel you need to go to emerg please go sweetie
I've been inpatient a couple of times and it helped me a great deal...xo
What would knowing a diagnosis do for you? It's just a label. Treating your symptoms is what is needed and most important. I don't know my diagnosis, except one. My therapist won't tell me any of the others because he doesn't want to label me. He instead treats my symptoms and helps me work through what causes/caused them which has worked out really well for me.
I know your frustrated and want answers and solutions. Maybe try saying what you said here to her? Tell her how you feel betrayed and confused. Or maybe she's not a good fit for you and you can see someone else?
As I read your post I remember my mom always telling me "be kind to yourself.". The world and people can be very stressful and unkind. I pray you find inner peace and self love. I am praying for you.