I FEEL FAT!

I'm 183 pounds and I am 5 ft 5. I lost my sex drive and I feel ugly. I am bipolar and I thought I lost my sex drive due to my meds so I stopped taking them. I have yet to bear the repercussion of not being on my meds. I am fine. So fine that my PDOC thinks I am still taking them. I have been off my meds for about a month. My husband thinks my sex drive is gone because I am not as active as I used to be. What do you all think. Do you think my husband is right? Being off my meds didn't make a difference in my sex drive it's still gone. I don't get any feeling at all when my husband makes sexual advances towards me and I feel horrible! HELP!