my therapist tries to encourage me

I have very much needed to find

a structure to my life to help me cope with being self responsible, and taking care of life

and also coping with the ups and downs and illness that I have.

I have been successful at that - I get all my work done (which is my theme song that I have learned

as a belief system as to what to prioritize)....the structure I find to help couch me in health

and preparation for coping though also makes me live life very conservatively- 

My therapist was urging me to go out there and do some good things for myself

and we were talking about the structure and then I said "....and then it becomes a kind of prison."

She heard me and understood.

I don't know, I mean I know it's important to get out there and experience things again

and live life - my home life and work and cat are my world currently - and I like it! I like the feeling of being

a kind of hobbit.. I will probably go to the pub today and have a beer. It costs more than a six

pack, it's crazy! I guess all that grubby pub atmosphere is expensive! hehe

Better yet, I'll go for a walk!

 :)

Happy Saturday folks!

I can hear Arife say "be adventurous!" and I can hear Mid say "all things in balance!" 

Thanks folks!!