I don't know
I don't know what the hell I want out of life. I don't make friends easily. I can't find a job that I actually want to stay at. My hobbies have been neglected for quite some time. My room is a god damn disaster. I'm living with my mom....... My god I feel like a loser
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for some people, the work they do is just a means to an end. for others it is their entire life.
I wouldn't put too much pressure on yourself - but maybe look at the basic relationships.
if you have a job, then lucky you! everyone needs to find a way to make a living and survive.
maybe create routines and rituals for yourself on top of your job so that you feel a sense of order about your days?
some times I can get so ungrounded if I don't have a routine or keep to a routine.
having that kind of platform as a point of departure can help for finding things that are challenging (the bonus activity)
Keep on keeping on. Vent all you like as you create some order or structure for yourself.
You've come here when you were feeling blue. You're doing right by yourself!
I hope this doesn't sound like I am preachy.
Hope you can appreciate what you've got and keep at it one step at a time! :)
I never 'knew what I wanted to be/do" like some people. I worked at a 'job' that I didn't much care for, but supported me. In today's world there are so many different avenues for work...however 'how you think' more times than not is 'what you will do'....try just 15 minutes in cleaning up your room....I'll do that with you today as mine is a mess also!
Mark is right, having no structure to your day, well the time slides by and one can go deeper into the hole of nothingness. It's not easy to 'make yourself' do stuff, especially if you are feeling sWo badly about yourself and your life.
For right now, it's just after 1:30pm I have two things I Have To Do Today, the third will be my bedroom. What 3 things can you do to make your life better today? Trust that you will feel better when you lay your head on your pillow tonight you can say to yourself "I Got These Three Things Done Today" and make a plan to do 3 things tomorrow....remember to reward yourself.
Most of all, be kind to you. Think how you'd be with a friend who was feeling as you do right now....would you beat them up with putdowns, or give them a hug and listening ear? I'm a friend from behind a screen sending you a hug and prayer for peace and healing.