I don't want to be here
I wish my life was over so badly, I hate being alive. Actually I wish I'd never been born, I have so many bad memories that I will take with me to the grave. I don't have a single happy memory. Life has been torture for 53 years. I wish so bad it was over.
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I\'m sorry you are feeling this way. What keeps you going? I can tell there is something! Feel better.
It is your choice to feel this way. You can turn it all around and be positive. Believe me when I say this because I have been very negative in the past and am slowly turning it around and being more positive. Life is an adventure and we make it was it is. I set small goals for myself. Things I want or need in my life. This does help. I do hope you are able to turn this feeling around and find some happiness.
Just have to try new approaches and make things better for yourself-never give up trying to do that please!
I whole heartedly agree with rachelinidaho, You are continuing to choose to wallow in misery day after day. Do Something To Improve Your Situation!!!!!
I know it\'s hard to do. You\'ve been at this level of misery since I\'ve known you. Recovery is possible for you, too. Keep the plug in the jug.
Wow !!! Have I felt the despair that you are feeling right now. Sounds to me like you need to go into the hospital and get your meds straightened out. Or at least go to the doc. right away to help you to be able to cope with what is going on for you right now. The severe depression is an aweful thing. There seems to be no suicide ideation but, boy, you seem close to that. You really need to go be seen somewhere so that you will be helped. Get back to me for support if you need it. I can truly understand how you feel. I have been there. Keep on truckin. That\'s all we all can do.
I wish there was more we could all do for you here on our end. I talked to my son\'s youth group leader about your over the weeked and tole her I couldn\'t staop thinking about you and your situation. I hope you can find a church that helps with long term shelter needs. They do exist I know, you just have to keep searching.
i think there are a lot of good suggestions here. you must connect with someplace or someone to help you. you need immediate shelter, #1, they will provide food or where to get meals and food. try church, walk into social srvcs department. walk into social security disability office, tell them you want to appeal but need help filling out form. unfortunately this will probably count as a whole new claim, but see if u can have them make it an appeal! billw even said you could drive to Missouri and stay threre! that is an incredible offer. so many people on here do care about you, myself included.
I think about you often. I really hope you are OK. I so understand your feelings and empathize with your life.
Are you really back