I Don't Really Know

Well so much has happened since the last time I wrote here.  I ended up getting another boyfriend, and it ended really badly.  My parents never liked him, and I probably should have listened to them, But I believe in giving people a fair chance.  After being with him for two weeks I had sex with him, something that I now regret.  I guess I did it for a couple of reasons, partially because I just wanted to have sex and was sick of people making fun of me for being a virgin still and partcially because I didn't want him to leave me.  In the end he cheated on our five week and then e-mailed me to break up with me the next day.  I tried to act like it didn't bother me to my friends and my parents but in reality it kind of tore me up.  I think it is because I actually gave in and had sex with him, and then he used me.  Now I'm over it though and so much is happening. My family and I are planing on relocating to Virginia, and I'm really excited about it.  I can't wait to move down there, especially sence my dad is already down there (he's working in a shipyard) and I miss him.  It really sucks being apart like this but it will all be over soon because we are moving in Virginia.