I DON\'T NEED HELP!!!

I saw the Public Health Nurse yesterday about my 'eating habits',... Yet another person forcing me to get help...She's nice and all, but i'm just tired of everyone telling me i need help, i don't need help! I've been poked with needles and questions my whole life, i'm not going through that kind of hell again!!!!..I have another appointment on 11 April, I really don't want to go but i kind have to..Trina (the Public Health Nurse) said that i could get help while i was at school, and with out my mom knowing when i'm sixteen....I don't need help!!!!Sometimes I wish I hadn't told Ms.Gaudet in the first place...or anyone for that matter!!!!!I hate it when everyone thinks i need help just because i'm slow at doing everything or i just don't want to do it, I DON'T NEED HELP!!!!  I was feeling sick yesterday i didn't feel like doing anything, so Mr.Perigo sent me to the office to call home, so i called my mom and walked home,  When i was walking out of the classroom, Taylor Logan (little bitch) comes up to me and fucking tries to hug me, after the first two periods (triple elective) of calling me a fat cow, and i pushed her arm out of the way and i told don't fucking touch me bitch and just kept walking.And then on the way back from the office to get my stuff out of my locker she's going into the bathroom and she goes.. Marina, are you mad at me? ,  What do you think?!, why are you mad at me?,  Oh, I don't know? I'm just a fucking fat cow i don't have to have a reason! and i kept walking...She thinks it's soooo funny that her fucking skanky trailer trash 'best friend' April Ford keeps calling me names and when i call them names they get fucking pissed at me, next time that fucking white trash bitch calls me a name i'm fucking punching her face in, i'm fucking sick and tired of this bull shit! And people wonder why i don't go to school, or i don't go out like everyone else does, A, I can't fucking afford to, B,I don't want to because everybody is fucking disrespectful towards me and they think it's sooo fucking funny to make fun of someone because they are fat!  IT'S NOT FUNNY! IT'S NOT LIKE WE DON'T HAVE FEELINGS, IT'S NOT LIKE WE DON'T FUCKING HAVE PROBLEMS THAT WE'RE ALL DEALING WITH, IN GOOD WAYS OR BAD AND WHEN YOU ALL COME UP TO US AND POKE US AND SAY OH, I KNEW IT, IT DOES JIGGLE,  OR POKING US WITH SHARP PENCILS TO 'SEE IF WE EXPOLDE'  OR FLY AROUND THE ROOM OR TO SEE IF FAT COMES OUT OF THE HOLE!  IT DOESN'T!!!!! IT JUST FUCKING HURTS!   HOW YOU LIKE IT IF WE COME UP TO YOU AND POKE YOU WITH A SHARP PENCIL,,, WILL BITCH COME OUT OF IT?!??!!!!   I DIDN'T FUCKING THINK SO!   SO LEAVE OVERWEIGHT PEOPLE THE FUCK ALONE!!!!      YES, WE HAVE NERVOUS SYSTEMS, SO IF YOU CUT US WE WILL BLEED, NOT FAT, BLOOD!   AND YOU WILL GET IN SHIT FOR IT, BECAUSE EITHER WE WILL END UP BEATING THE FUCK OUT OF YOU OR YOU'LL GET IN TROUBLE BY THE SCHOOL, WHICH I DOUBT WILL HAPPEN...BECAUSE SCHOOLS DON'T FUCKING GIVE A SHIT!!!!!!!NEXT TIME YOU SEE SOMEONE YOU'VE MADE FUN OF BECAUSE THEY'RE FAT SAY SORRY, DON'T FUCKING EXPECT WE'LL EXCEPT YOUR FUCKING WEAK ASS APOLIGY BUT AT LEAST TRY BEING NICE,  MAKE YOUR PARENTS FUCKING HAPPY FOR ONCE!!BECAUSE CHANCES ARE THEY WERE FAT WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG OR YOU WILL BE FAT WHEN YOU GET OLDER SO WATCH WHAT YOU FUCKING SAY TO SOMEONE BECAUSE IT WILL COME BACK TO BITE YOU IN THE ASS!!!!!!                               ----