I did the best I could

I was sent home today because I was not improving my backing skills. I guess I feel disappointed but I managed to apply to some jobs ranging from being a security guard to working on the ramp at an airport. I choose not to mope around despite the bad news. I chose to make lemonade or of the lemons that were handed to me. Ironically, I feel relieved because I was conflicted over trucking. I think I tried to spend a lot of time trying to convince myself that this was something that I wanted to do. Now the mission is finding employment that will be doable.