I can't take this anymore
I am so tired of how my life is now. The anxiety, panic attacks, agoraphobia, depression and emetophobia. I'm tired of taking meds that screw me up. I want to be back the way I was before this year. I want to be in another mental health facility long term to get my life back. I can't do it alone anymore. I see a new psychiatrist today at 4. I'm going to tell him everything. Also about my addiction to promethazine which I thought I had conquered but I didn't. I went back to using them again. Also I think I've formed an addiction to Klonopin after taking it everyday for 3 months. I'm tired of waking up everyday shaking and nauseous with high anxiety all day long. God please answer my prayers. Please help make the madness go away.
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Sorry to hear you are having a rough time! The addictions can be hard. Klonopin was my tough one. I was taking up to 4 times a day. The more you use it the harder it is to break. And unfortunately the more you take can make you anxiety actually worse. I am almost med free now just some Xanax every now and then. Getting off everything helped. I think once you have anxiety you always want to be at some point like you were in the past. I can think of a time I felt invincible a few years ago and I would love that feeling back. I hope things start going better for you! You will get there eventually. It is a process unfortunately. Hang in there!
Thank you.