I can't sleep.
I can't sleep. I am thinking of many things in my head. I miss Smokey. I am so lonely without him. We did everything together and we were each other's best friends. It is 12:11 a.m. and I tried going to bed at 11:30 p.m. with no such luck. I thought I would try chatting on this website. I tried phoning and emailing my daughter but she never responded back. I get worried. I emailed again just a few minutes ago. I will try to call her tomorrow evening. She gets home from work around 8:30 p.m. or so. I am throwing her a baby shower at her place this coming up Saturday. She wants to serve appetizers for lunch instead of a meal along with beverages. I would like something sweet as well. I want to know when she is going to pick me up on Friday so we can go grocery shopping and prepare most of the food ahead of time. It's good if we can do as much before the day as possible so it will be easier on both of us. It has nothing to do with missing Smokey but many things float threw my brain when I can't sleep. I didn't have any caffeine today so that is not the problem. I am almost on menopause so that could be a contributing factor. One never knows anymore. I might try to go back to bed and see if I will sleep this time. Good night.