I can't go back...

I have been gamble free since April 8th 2011 and it feels pretty damn good!  The only problem is that I haven't been coming to the site or focusing on "not gambling" so my mind is starting to say " hey why not put a few bucks in for fun, your not addicted anymore you can do this...."  You know the drill we have all been through that and usually It gets the best of us.  So I am starting fresh - I am a compulsive gambler.  I know that I can NOT control my self in a video lottery casino and once I start playing I only need it more.  I will not go down that path again, I have done enough damage in my life due to gambling and I will not ruin everything that I have because of it......Just for today I WILL NOT GAMBLE!