I Can’t Give Up

Tonight, i want to give up. I think it would be easier for me to lay in bed everyday, be waited on hand & foot, and rest and try to feel better. But I can’t. I need to fight this pain and fatigue. I need to get up and walk, and when I feel pain i need to know that it’s cause I’m doing better.

But tonight this optimism has gone out the window. I’m tired. I want to quit. I want to accept my fate as being in a wheelchair for long distances and limping when i walk. I know i could get past all of that when i do PT & work hard. But doesn’t it sound easier to quit?