I can't chill for like, 5 mins.

I'm running out of money. And fast. I'm out of pills, and I'm down to my last bottle. This has to be the last one for me, because I drained my bank account. And I currently don't have a steady income, and all of my future expenses has to go towards a future trip;. (It's required in the contract.) I'm starting to panic. I don't want to get sick, and I'm already agitated at the thought of being sober for the later part of the day. I'm already depressed thinking about it.