I am tired....

I am so tired.
 
I had a good couple of days but today not so much. I have been feeling more upbeat and not so anxious. My tests results came back all within normal range, so that is good. I started to think that maybe it would all go away (that would be really nice), but today I got really shaky and nauseous this afternoon for no apparent reason that I could discern. I have also been having lower stomach pains and cramps not super bad but bad enough for me to notice. Sometimes it is a pinching pain like when I had my ectopic pregnancy, and sometimes it is just regular pain. I have had two ectopic pregnancies and two surgerys so I was thinking maybe scar tissue. But that wouldn't explain the nausea and the shakiness. So that is what is wrong, and now with my anxiety trying to get amped up I don't want to have a panic attack on top of everything else. I have a couple more weeks before I am supposed to go back to the doctor. She to wait four to six weeks for the acid reducer medicine to work to see if that was causing my nausea and I though it might be working because I have been a lot less nauseous, until today. I guess we will see how tomorrow goes.
 
I have been trying so hard not to be anxious and to not freak out and think that every pain and nausous feeling is some dire illness. But I am also tired of not knowing if it is something I should be worried about or it will go away. I am so very tired....