I am so alone

 Alone. Not lonely Just alone. Feeling bereft. I have lost my honey and I lost his whole family.  I met with the estate lawyer. That basically went well.  Then I met with Z and R. I heard what they had to say.  And then I asked them to leave. R was especially vitriolic and volatile. Very hostile and angry toward me.  She said that if I ever talk to her sister like I did last week she will sue me for everything I've got. I laughed -- and said she is already doing that - they want the house and they want all the money from the life insurance that I got (which was not very much and from which I gave them some...) They put on a good face -- telling me I am going to lose in court, that there is case that sets precedent for this, etc. Thing is, they have no money and if they do take me to court they are risking whatever there is on doing that. It is so stupid.   They are making ME responsible for what their father did not take care of. I already told my lawyer their strategy. He is not worried.  Nor am I. But I am very sad. It is really sad that our family is being broken up like this. Terrible.