I am sad today

I'm feeling very depressed today. My depression comes and goes, I know. First, I missed my pshychology appointment, which made me feel bad. I slept through my alarm, which I'd been doing better getting up but had a setback today. I couldn't sleep lastnight. Then, today I had to do something that made me feel very sad. Frank's dogs puppies are 8 weeks old. We tried and tried and tried to give them away. People would say they wanted one and then change their minds. I called pet stores and vet clinics and none of them adopt out animals. They only take animals that have come from the local animal shelter. They were getting big, just living in a big cage. Their mama no longer wanted anything to do with them. The cage smelled. It was time for them to find good homes. To keep them any longer was not fair to them. So, Frank asked me to take them to the animal shelter. I wanted him to go with me but he didn't want to. I can understand. I didn't want to go either. I put the sweet things in a big plastic box with a soft bathmat in it. I took them to the shelter. Of course, I had to fill out papers to surrender them. I told the people that a friends dog had them and he didn't have the heart to bring them in so he asked me to do it. One lady came out and put dibs on 2 of them. But, there was one lady in the office that kept giving me a nasty look. I couldn't understand it. It made me feel so bad. It's dark and dreary today. The snow's pretty but I'm ready for it to melt. I feel like I just want to cry. I wish Frank understood that sometimes I just need a good cry.