I AM PREGNANT!!!

NO MATTER HOW SCARED I AM!!! In this moment, I am pregnant!! I get to say that!! NEVER did I ever think I would ever say those words again..unassistedted pregnancy miracle!! My nurse ask when was my period and quite honestly, I don't remember the exact day because I made it my business not to worry about it. I just know every 4 weeks or so period should be arriving, well it didnt..took a test positive. Don't know why levels are so high..She said that I could be further along than I think, or more than !!! WHAT?? I am so elated, shocked, scared, terrified of another loss, but I am trying to inhale this moment miracle and take it all in.  As I type I have this gorgeous baby girl in my lap and I am in tears because I can't believe it all!! Its like this foster baby just fits in our family!! She took to both my husband and I so quickly!! Trying not to get attached,,but tooo hard!!! Thanks for the love..Let this second half began!!