I am Nemo

I am not take and I am not wantShun the light, sheild my eyes from the incessant barrage of all things bad that come into viewIt is so clear, is it not?Shut my eyes so that the darkness brings reliefBut then deamons that do not exist appear and torment meKnowing I want neither to stay in the darkness or return to the light I have not felt my heart beat for years, perhaps it does notMy body has fooled the world that I exist, But I am a ghost of an existenceI am a earth below my shadowI am Nemo... I am not take and I am not wantI cannot stay and I cannot leaveI am that place between momentsI am the sound of of sarcastic sighs, the sight of disapproving glares You, I do not know, I can not,  as I do not know myselfI do not understand what is and what is notI have become the ambivilent life that the rules of survival of the fittest should have removedBut somehow life is here within me and I do not know why, as, I am Nemo...