I Am Gonna Try This Again...
I am gioing to try and see if I can write this journal and see if that mean man will respond. If he does, then this will be it...Last I had another BAD episode. As some of you may very well know. I havent tried to commit suicide since January 2006, but last night, I believe I tried it once again. I cut my wrist and I got a good vein. I watched it bleed for sometime and then I cleaned it up and bandaged it and then put on my wrist brace to keep pressure on it. It looks ok today so it will be ok. I am glad that I did not die. Some of you, my friends helped me out so much and then proceeded to actually pray for me and with all your help and prayers I pulled through this and made it. To those people, I thank you.Yesterday, I was reading my sister's autopsy report and I know it wasn't the smartest thing to do but I did it anyway. Sometinmes it just seems like yesterday that it happened instead of almost 2 years. It is so hard. Well, I guess that is all I can ay for now. Thanks for letting me vent...
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Sorry that this Comment is a Little Late sweetie But I Still wanted to tell you My thoughts blessings to you and yours Leigh,
oh my dear friend i didn\'t know how much pain you were in, i will be praying for you all the time, i will be wishing happiness to be coming your way, you joined ds for love and support not for any kind of abuse, i hope you reported this dave, please don\'t let anyone hurt you like he did again be strong talk to your genuine friends you will know in time who they are, sending you love