I am angry at having to deal with the car etc.

I am angry at having to deal with the car/bank etc.  Smokey owed about half of what he got the car for in 2005.  It was his baby and he treated the car real good.  Because he has two daughters, I need the Letters of Administration if I want the car in my name so I can sell it to pay the bank what is left on the loan around $6,000 - $7,000 approximately.  The other alternative is let the bank take the money out of Smokey's account until there is no more money left and they can repossess the car.  I am not sure which is the best solution at this point.  I am so angry that I have to deal with it.  It will be the last of the things that I have to deal with not including his bank account.  On top of that the Life Insurance money is going down since I am not working.  I am getting the Canadian CPP Survivors benenfits which is about $500 per month.  It helps but I still need a little something to top it of which a part-time job could fill quite nicely if I could ever get one.  I am angry about my situation and think the whole thing stinks.  Smokey was a gentleman and supported me when I left my job in a really sleazy part of Vancouver where it was not safe, which was Smokey's priority for me.  He said to me don't worry, I will keep supporting you and I know something will come up.  Smokey was a good man.  I miss him to the core of my bones.