Hypomanic
I'm pretty sure I've been hypomanic for a few days now. Monday John's dad offered to take us to dinner and I went and actually enjoyed myself. Yesterday, I went to my neurologist appointment and played games on my tablet while John was at work. Today, I had to go to my eye doctor appointment and go to at&it to find out why my phone never works. They sent us to the Apple Store. The tech said my phone was defective and gave me a new phone.
We also went to lunch at The Cheesecake Factor and ran in to Kevin. John went to the video game store and after that we decided to go look at the puppies at the mall. What a mistake. They had a west highland terrier there which is what I want. He bonded with us. We also played with a Scottie and a schnauzer but there was no connection.
We came home and made a pros and cons list. The main cons were the cat and finances. The main pros were my t doc thinks it would be good for me and a dog would be good since I'm home by myself a lot. John says when he's off Saturday maybe we should go back and if he's still there it was meant to be and we take him home.
I just don't want to get a puppy because im hypomanic and then 2 days later be in bed crying and wondering what we did. I know they're a big responsibility but would that be a good thing for me right now?
John's dad says he can lend me his Rosetta Stone for Italian for something to do. I get so anxious on the couch all the time. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow which I'm freaking out about.
Next week is also going to suck. Disability lawyer Monday, gynocologist and POTS physical therapy Wed, bankrupcty lawyer Thurs,and neurosurgeon Friday. Plus I need to schedule Physical therapy on my neck and get my thyroid tested again. I'm so afraid of crashing into another depression episode again.
We also went to lunch at The Cheesecake Factor and ran in to Kevin. John went to the video game store and after that we decided to go look at the puppies at the mall. What a mistake. They had a west highland terrier there which is what I want. He bonded with us. We also played with a Scottie and a schnauzer but there was no connection.
We came home and made a pros and cons list. The main cons were the cat and finances. The main pros were my t doc thinks it would be good for me and a dog would be good since I'm home by myself a lot. John says when he's off Saturday maybe we should go back and if he's still there it was meant to be and we take him home.
I just don't want to get a puppy because im hypomanic and then 2 days later be in bed crying and wondering what we did. I know they're a big responsibility but would that be a good thing for me right now?
John's dad says he can lend me his Rosetta Stone for Italian for something to do. I get so anxious on the couch all the time. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow which I'm freaking out about.
Next week is also going to suck. Disability lawyer Monday, gynocologist and POTS physical therapy Wed, bankrupcty lawyer Thurs,and neurosurgeon Friday. Plus I need to schedule Physical therapy on my neck and get my thyroid tested again. I'm so afraid of crashing into another depression episode again.
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WOW!! You\'ve been busy. That\'s good though I suppose? I don\'t know what I would do without my maltipoo. She brings me so much comfort and really helps with my anxiety but I have to say she takes up the most of my money with grooming,food,heart worm&flea monthly med,treats and she\'s paper trained so pee pads. She\'s worth every penny though!!
I hope the dentist visit goes alright. I went almost a month ago after not going for over two years and I was petrified. it turned out to be not so bad. I had to get one crown. The money hurts but I was afraid it would be a lot more wrong and it would\'ve been they said if I hadn\'t of taken such good care of my teeth with brushing with a sonicare toothbrush and flossing at least once a day. Damn, I feel for ya. Good Luck!!