Hyper

I've been forgetting to update things again.   For the past six days, I haven't been that depressed.... in fact, I've been in a mania... well, for me a mania.  I've had 18 hours sleep in the past 5 or six days.  I'm getting some racing thoughts again.  I've actually found myself yelling at the TV and then wanting to go face the tornado that happened south of here as if I could stop a tornado.  I know logically, I can not stop a tornado nor should I be anywhere around one, but I was disappointed when after being put on a tornado watch that we didn't have a cloud in the sky.  They promised me a tornado.  Not fair that someone else got my tornado.  Yep, I'm insane.  I find I don't update well when I'm like this.   I can't concentrate on anything very much.   I find myself channel surfing to watch multiple shows at once.   I'm finding it hard to remember my meds.  It's as if these past few days I don't /need/ them although I know I do... especially the diabetic meds.  I've gone through this before to know that it's the illness talking.. and if I stop, it is gonna get a lot worst.  My thoughts are racing again... jumping from subject to subject without rhyme or reason and I'm being very ocd about spelling.  Normally I could care less about spelling. I try not to misspell but when I retype the same sentence five times.  That's a bit extreme.   Course, I could just use the fact this has a built in spell check.