hungry for life experiences

I've noticed that after work, or an outting, I come home

and begin settling into my routine here at home. Very often, if I settle in -

and say I watch some TV - I realize I start having nearly unconsciously

a yearning inside - a yearning that if left unchecked can turn into

a woefulness. I'm realizing that I have a real big hunger lately -

for life experiences...whatever form that might take...it's like

i want something that will be about 'moving forward' - about achieving or just

a part of a full life. 

I'm up this morning at 530am - nice to sleep in (lol :) and I got

my coffee. I'm about to dress for the Treepeople event which starts

at 8am. My mind while sitting here watching tv has undermined me

and it's twisting the drives in me for life into a want to isolate and stay home.

I know however this Treepeople event is my one outting for the week

which I like very much - and so I'll get dressed and just go for it!

I'll be  home by 1130am - take a shower then - and get on with the day.

I hope you guys are doing well. Sending peace!