How to keep going?
It is really sad that the only thing keeping me from ending my life is the effect it will have on my two grown adults. I know they still need their mom. They lost their father when they were just little kids. How can I make them understand that I do not enjoy living any more? I wonder if God could forgive me and will I'll go to heaven? Help me God I can't go on the way I have. I'm so alone in this world.
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I feel like I am just here because of what my suicide would do to others also. It takes what it takes. I hear the frustration and discouragement you are dealing with and I can relate to that as well. When you feel all alone reach out here on DS. There are people here who will care for and encourage you. We have to hold onto hope, even if all we have is a crumb. I am sending hugs and love your way. You are in my prayers.
my faithful friend! Hug back