how much
How much longer do I have to deal with this
How much farther do I have to go?
How much faster do I have to run
How much farther will i be pushed ,till I fall over the edge
How could I be so thoughtless to start an addiction so hard to break?
How could I miss who I was ,when i really dont know who "I" was?
How do I stop this unbearable sadness that has overtaken my heart and my eyes tonight?
Why the fuck am I being such a dumbass and letting people in? My mother is write I am a stupid bitch and I wont go anywhere. fuck and Im gong to press save too then send.
How much farther do I have to go?
How much faster do I have to run
How much farther will i be pushed ,till I fall over the edge
How could I be so thoughtless to start an addiction so hard to break?
How could I miss who I was ,when i really dont know who "I" was?
How do I stop this unbearable sadness that has overtaken my heart and my eyes tonight?
Why the fuck am I being such a dumbass and letting people in? My mother is write I am a stupid bitch and I wont go anywhere. fuck and Im gong to press save too then send.
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You\'re not a dumbass. It\'s called Bipolar and all the shitty things that have happened to us in the past that just get hanging around us - all those damn feelings and emotions that won\'t let us be free. I don\'t how to break free. I do feel like a dumbass, myself, most of the time, especially here at work. I can\'t handle the pressure and everyone else just rides the waves while I drown.