How is everyone doing this fine Monday? Its raining here in BC.

How is everyone doing today?  Its raining here in Vancouver, BC Canada.
I am a little encouraged and discouraged all at the same time.
I was blessed with a small financial gift at church so I could buy some small amount of groceries.  This was nice.  At the same time, I am so discouraged about not getting the elusive job.  I am open to all possibilities and have applied on everything that anyone could suggest to me these days.  I don't need suggestions about how to look for work, I interview well and have great skills on my resume.  I've been told everything is just great.  So why am I not getting the elusive job?  I think it is because I am 56.  When you go online, you have to target the position and not just generalities because that doesn't work.  No suggestions here please as I need to vent about this.  I just need to vent.  I don't want help or suggestions from anyone but need need need to vent.
Thank you for listening to me and letting me vent out my frustrations.
I know I am in God's hands and He will open the right door for me.  I wish it was today or tomorrow but God has His timing in all this.  
Thanks for letting me vent from DianeB