Horrible nightmares
I had my bad dream/ hallucination saturday night. When I woke up the next morning my back was sore all over like last time. I got really scared this time and had to get up and watch some TV before I could fall back alseep. The next day I was cranky and I had to go visit my grandma. I can't help but think about how I have this bad dream happen to me around this same time every year. This time it was even worse than last. Instead of just the feeling of being paralyzed, I sware it felt like my blanket was strangeling my face. And the room felt angry. I know it must be the stress, I already have been told that my stress is the cause of all of my rashes and extreme anxiety of the past few weeks. But these dreams make me feel like I'm being possessed.
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I know its silly. just something i picked up from religion when a kid. living in a really strict family. whenever im really worried, i say gods name three times;jehovah. I dont abuse it, so its kind of a last resort. I always feel silly about it, but it helps, and i dont do it disrepectfully. its just my way of saying its to much. sometimes when you recognise a problem, you feel better. not trying to be religious, cause im not. but it helps me.
I have the same problem, its like a darkness that just get you and you can\'t move, its strange for me, like it attacks my heart, it feels very physical. :\'( I think I might know why, now that I know it isn\'t just me. I feel so sorry for you, that you had to go through this:\'(