hoplessness

I feel slow, sad and still.  I am not moving foward i am waisting time.  i am hanging on to these feelings which make no sense.  i am sad that its not working but then i know its the right thing. i dont want to think "what if i wont ..." but thats whats happening.  i dont want to date, i dont want to meet but i want a family and a husband. the one i have no doesnt want me.  im frustrated and being a baby....

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You\'re not being a baby. I want those things too. My husband doesn\'t want me cause we tried to get back again about a month ago, but he still kept the other girl as well so I knew it wasn\'t going to work and that he was just using me because he got his divorce papers. These are just the emotions and there is no limit on how long or short it will take a person to move on. I am not there yet and it has been almost 6 months. I can\'t believe it has been that long but it has. Just give yourself time and things will fall into place. I am staying sad and still crying everyday and I think about him and what our family used to be every second of the day. The only problem is that I don\'t want to remember the bad times so all I think of is the good times and that makes me want to be with him. I should remind myself of all that he has done and is still doing to me and it should help me know that I am making the right decision. Just hang in there.