Hopless
Again:
Crying what a surprise. Rubberbands can't cure the urge to do what I feel. Real talk, right when I feel like theres a ray of sunshine. When theres just a little glimmer of hope my heart crummbles from the cracks of my fingers as I try to hold on so despratly. Clinging to reality trying to stay sane. I don't feel sane anymore. I'm going crazy and the only person who can save me now is me. I dont feel worth saving anymore. I'm so sick ofliving the life I've been delt. The bad outweighs the good everytime.
Crying what a surprise. Rubberbands can't cure the urge to do what I feel. Real talk, right when I feel like theres a ray of sunshine. When theres just a little glimmer of hope my heart crummbles from the cracks of my fingers as I try to hold on so despratly. Clinging to reality trying to stay sane. I don't feel sane anymore. I'm going crazy and the only person who can save me now is me. I dont feel worth saving anymore. I'm so sick ofliving the life I've been delt. The bad outweighs the good everytime.
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I\'m sorry you\'re going through such a difficult time. You are worth saving. God loves you and He cares about you. Turn to Him and He will help you. I\'m praying for you.
Crying is a way to let out some poison I guess.I just found out I have restless leg syndrome.Like everything else I have there is know cure.I agree most in life sucks.but,we have to treasure the good times.Your sane hun.If you thought the world was mostly nice.....THEN..... you\'d be kinda insane I think.I\'m fifty and have had some good times and still do,but I have days I feel awful sad,angry bitter and I don\'t get out of bet except to pee.Chin up young lady,your stronger then you think . Friendly (HUG)