Hoping this mc actually starts
We'll it's almost been a week since I found out that the baby died and over 2 and a half week since it happend. I used to look at the TP hoping not to see red and now I just keep hoping this mc will start and it doesn't. My RE gave me until tonight so I guest I'll be taking the meds. I don't no what's worst, taking them or having this profound feeling that they won't work like last time.
I guest the good thing this time is that my pregnancy symptoms are all gone. Last summer they kept getting worst, so maybe that's a good sign. I also felt like I had small cramps all afternoon and my legs are killing me. This often happens to me when AF is about to start. I guest that should give me some hope. Maybe my body is more ready than I think and it will be easier this time around.
I'm staying home from work either way tomorrow. If my first dose doesn't work I have to do an other one in the am. I ended up telling my boss about my mc and he really is great. He even called me this morning to tell me I really shouldn't have been on my computer working so late the night before and should just be resting and taking care of myself.
Thank you all for thinking of me. It really is helping. So many of you have told me how strong you think I am and I guest I feel like I have to prove you girls right. I've been lucky enough to get pregnant 3 times in the past year, I have to believe it will happend again and that one of them will stick for 9 months.
Hugs
Special thoughts go to Kelly recovering from her cerclage surgery today. I'm sure your angel Abigail is watching over you and this little one to make sure you both make it safely through the 9 months. xoxo
I guest the good thing this time is that my pregnancy symptoms are all gone. Last summer they kept getting worst, so maybe that's a good sign. I also felt like I had small cramps all afternoon and my legs are killing me. This often happens to me when AF is about to start. I guest that should give me some hope. Maybe my body is more ready than I think and it will be easier this time around.
I'm staying home from work either way tomorrow. If my first dose doesn't work I have to do an other one in the am. I ended up telling my boss about my mc and he really is great. He even called me this morning to tell me I really shouldn't have been on my computer working so late the night before and should just be resting and taking care of myself.
Thank you all for thinking of me. It really is helping. So many of you have told me how strong you think I am and I guest I feel like I have to prove you girls right. I've been lucky enough to get pregnant 3 times in the past year, I have to believe it will happend again and that one of them will stick for 9 months.
Hugs
Special thoughts go to Kelly recovering from her cerclage surgery today. I'm sure your angel Abigail is watching over you and this little one to make sure you both make it safely through the 9 months. xoxo
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Hugs, hugs and more hugs.....I am just so sorry you have to go thru any of this. I have faith that you will get thru this ok, you are so very strong. Sending you much love and strength and healing thoughts. xoxo
Thinking of you today. I cannot imagine what you are going through. I sob when AF comes. I cannot imagine a MC. I am so sorry you have to go through this. I hope it happens quick for you. xoxoxo
I just talked to my nurse and I have a follow-up apt next Friday. She was happy about how things had progressed this time.
On a positive note, I just booked a Disney vacation for mid June. We try to go every year because we love it so much but with the pregnancy, I thought it would be to much. Now, that I know I\'ll need to take at least 2 months off TTC, I figured there was no time like the present. Making all the arrangements today is taking my mind off things.
Thanks for all your support. I really feel very lucky to have all of you.
You deserve a vacation and a trip to the spa as well!! So glad your body knows what to do. Really hoping this is long and drawn out like last year. You are simply amazing Roxy!
I\'m glad the meds are working, even though this is painful and very hard, I\'m telling you, your super strong......
HUGS to you ...I hope by the end of the weekend your doing better hun.
You deserve the trip and it will be such a good distraction!
Disney sounds great, it will be helpful to have something positive to look forward to. I really hope the meds are working and you are able to move forward quickly. xoxo
I am so sorry you are going through this again, really so sorry!!!