hoping for a better tomorrow

yesterday I told a friend how bad my depression has got in the past few weeks all I got in return was silence. I went to lunch with another friend and we talked about my depression a little bit but I didn't tell her how bad it was all I got from her was a look like I was crazy. this is why I just hold everything in. nobody understands depression and I just feel so alone.  today I just went through the motions. now just laying here eating frozen yogurt and thinking but that will get me nowhere. the more I think the more depressed I get. it just sucks!!!  I just want to be able to let go of my past, work on me be able to trust and be happy.