Hopelessness

Another run in this morning with mum, listed how I'd tried to help but it was all pointless and she didn't deny it. She simply says that she can't say anything but all she does say is criticism or rude. I worked hard today to try and help - washed her hair, and helped her with cream on legs, not a word of thanks.

I'd cope better but I've got no work - now 5 refusals from organisations, and there is the perfect job but there's over 200 applicants