Hopeful

Today is new day. Not sure how I feel. Last night I talked to a friend of mine, well he actually somewhat like a boyfriend but not really.  It's crazy cause he seems sad too. I want to be his support but it's hard cause he keeps trying take our friendship sexually.  I'm not ready for that with him. I care bout him so much and feel if we cross the line to sex it will ruin our relationship.  I know I can't separate my feelings from him.  They are too strong and casual sex with him would be bad. Leave me hurt so I'm gonna kinda pull away from him just a little to get my barings. Also this job situation and my living situation had me sad as well.